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Friday, March 25, 2011


That about sums it up tonight.

I'm disappointed.

I really was hoping for good news today, but truthfully, I wasn't expecting it.

Why would I?

The hole in Matthew's heart has not closed.

It is tiny.

Very tiny.

It does not require surgery.

And, I'm so thankful for that.

But, I'm still disappointed.

It wasn't what I wanted to hear today.



  1. I'm sorry to hear this. I was really hoping for good news with you. Praying that the next test will show that it has closed completely so that you have peace of mind in one thing in his life.

  2. So many virtual (((hugs))) your way tonight.

  3. Awwww...I'm sorry sweetie. I know you were so hoping it would be closed and healed. We will keep praying for that to happen.

    Love, Linda

  4. I'm sorry Tonya. I am disappointed with you. Praying for God to show himself to you today. Love you, friend.

  5. Tonya,
    I am so sorry friend. I know that isn't what you wanted to hear today. Tonya, praying that the Lord gives you the comfort you need today to accept and surrender to this bit of news... He will carry you friend... He is right now... You are such a good mommy to ALL of your kids:)
    Love you !

  6. I'm so sorry, Tonya. I was hoping for other news too.

    Love you. God loves you too.

  7. That's frustrating. Praying for good news at the next visit.