How can it possibly have been two weeks since I last posted?!?!
I just sat down to blog about Matthew's 12 (and 13) month updates, and I'm honestly too tired. I am frustrated with myself that it has taken me so long because I'm forgetting exactly what he was doing at one year. At least I have memories from the Bahamas to draw from to help me some. :)
I've been seriously considering not blogging anymore. I feel like I've lost my blogging "voice", and I have found it hard to carve out time to devote to it. I'm disappointing myself, and in many ways, I feel like I'm disappointing those of you who visit my blog, too. I feel like I used to have so much to say. And, believe me, I still do! Never at a loss in that department. But I feel like a lost sheep who can't find her way back home in this blog world right now...
I still grieve Grady and would love to share. However, I feel like I've said it all before.
I love my family and want to share about them, but haven't you heard enough about us all by now?
I still struggle with organization and keeping a clean house. Nothing new in that area of my life.
I'm trying to revamp my grocery budget and save our family some money, or at least have extra to apply to the more "fun" aspects of life.
My children are growing too fast, my husband still loves me (I think), my hair is still white as snow and I'm still trying to figure out this thing called life (which I know will never really happen).
And truly I'm not complaining. Just trying to justify my absence from this blog of mine, and from you, my sweet blog friends.
One thing I do know for sure is that my hands are shaking so bad that I can hardly type this. Buddy started barking out the sidelights of the front door. As I approached the door, I could have sworn the door knob rattled, and I noticed the door was unlocked. Oh my! (Jenny, I'm thinking of you! HA!)
And the other thing I know for sure?
I'm going to bed!