Still Here...

This is literally the third blog post that I've tried to start in the last two days. I promise you that Matthew knows when I'm on the computer and he does NOT like it!

For instance, he was just sleeping soundly (and safely) on my bed under his big brother's blue blanket, and now I hear him stirring. Good thing I hadn't planned to write very much...

I just wanted to post something to let y'all know I'm still here, and we are doing good. Matthew is becoming quite the little chunk and is letting me rest a wee bit more at night. The girls are doing well besides the fact that their legs are covered in about 100 mosquito bites. They had great fun this past weekend, and the past few days, playing down the street in what they call "cricket canyon". I think it should be renamed "mosquito canyon". Gib is super busy with work, testing and his school work. We don't see much of him. :(

Matthew is now crying, and I need to get him. But I just need to say that I've been missing Grady more the past few days than I have in a VERY long time. I always miss him, every single day. But my chest has had moments of complete heaviness with longing for him and deep sadness that he isn't here with us. The tears haven't flowed yet but are ready to at any time. I pity the poor soul who might have to encounter that with me...that is if anyone else is around.

Gotta go but will try to be back soon, at least with a few more tidbits and maybe a new picture or two.

Love,
Tonya